Grieved

Decision, i reali can mak it? I ask myself oways, i reali can do it as what i said..
Erm, i jux noe that, i wan to break wit a guy that always making the same mistake always n always, again n again, once and one times..
Endure, how many times i did it..
Changes, he never be change at all. I.m the person that always wan to be change. How hard i.m trying myself to improve my bad temper n attitude.. We promise we each other before, we wil change each other by ourself.. Finally, i.m jux the one that oways move forward..
Crying, how many time i.m be crying, how many tears i hav fall on tis relationship. I was remember, on the last i.m crying infront he, he jux keep quiet there, never take care of me, n lost his temper on me..
He hav really be change, i was remember he are appreciate, take care, love me, at all the time. I.m dunno, start from when, he oredi be change. He never appreciate me, never take care of me, even i.m in crying.
Before he going to hong kong, he was never send me a sms, contact wit me. From that time, i oredi decide to lost the man i love. Even, he reaching there, he also never send me a sms, n switch on his fon. How could he treat his gf like this way, mayb he oredi not treat me as his gf anymore.
Love, that are not a excuse to let me keep continues on this relationship anymore. The person never wan to be change, move forward wit me, i wil not value it anymore.
Why he can hide to me once n one time, til the time i catch it, only give a lot of the excuse.. I really hate excuses..
He never wanna persuade me, i think he really think i wil never wan to end with he. Yes, i.m reali never wan to end with he from 1st until now. But this time, i.m really in tired.. He are the person that too confidence on himself. Finally, he wil lost me jux because of his confidence. He can leave me alone like this, i also cant say anything.
Time, wil release everything. My life wil be grieve from now, cause i know that, he is the most i love. But i will try my best to move forward. Make a greater effort myself..