I'm be Irresolute

Feel to get back with he..
Izzit I should do it??
Stil consider of it.. Maybe I should do it..
But, let times to prove everthing..

But I'm stil Love he..... So much ~~~

FINALLY HE MAKE IT REAL TO ME..

Well, I'm come back to my single life start from this moment..
Stil felt of hard feeling...

I was taking serious when someone said wanna make a real break up to me..
Eventhough he are jux said it, for me, it is no more turning point..

Yesterday would be the last we meet, when he come and took something from me, he never said some word to me, even try to get back with me..
On that time, I know that, I will lost he soon..

Why he stil had his mood to hang out with his fren after we broke up..
Maybe for he, I'm not the most important person... Thats I knew it before.

Start from yesterday nite, he never send me a sms even give me a call too..
Is damn hurt me..

Yesterday he said, Is me forcing he to make a break with me..
He will think on this way means that he have think to make a break with me before this..

On yesterday nite, I have cry on the whole nite and never get sleep.
and today have to great cleaning on my house, is damn tired..

I'm going to had a movie with myself on today, hope it will convert of my hard feeling..

I will try my best to stop this all the things on me..


Well come back to my single life..

I LOVE HIM ♥♥

He are the 1st person that I most LOVE in this world from the 1st we meet up til the end of my life..

He also are the person that will making me :
anger all the time
sad / hurt all the time
even make me crazy of my mind








Sometimes we are damn HAPPY =
♥ [ He will did lot of suprise to me that will make me crazy out ! ] ♥
♥ [ He aways endure of my HOT & BAD temper all the time althought he are always complaint of it. ] ♥ ****************
♥ [ He will did what he can do for me in all the time ]♥ **************
♥ [ Even give me all his money to do what I most like = Shopping! ] ♥
***************** ♥ [[ and so on..... ]] ♥ ****************************

Sometimes I make something that will making people felt that ::
" Why his gf always did something to let her bf be disgraced infront his frenz.. "
But he never make me be disgraced infront my frenz, family ~

Why I always make the things become worse....
Why I always be concerned about face....
Why I always easy to get anger..
Why I always making people hurt...


How can I reduce my hot temper ...?
How can I be more patient on everthing ...?

Would me to give once for all chance on us...?
Would we have our future ...?

Would he leave me alone ..?
Ans : No, I trust he wil not doing this on me..

Could he become more patient on me ...?


I LOVE someone that to be PATIENT


I LOVE HE DAMN DAMN MUCH..

The Life without he ~

Love is the things that came very fast & wil gone fast too..

2 years, I hav be with he 2 years !!

I never tink that I wil be wit a guy been 2 years..

This is the 1st I did it..

Love
it too much ~ ~

But is the time t say good bye...

How could I crying whole the nite & he never take care of me..

I Love he so much as I noe..